Tape Me Together; Sew Me Shut

It was so that I could finish my homework and work out. And then I found out my sister is home with a migrane, So I’m just going to do my laundry and take an extra shower. I might go for a walk to the gas station and get some cheap flavoured water or crystal light or something. No calories. 

I don’t know how long I’m going to keep fasting for. Until I can’t any more, I guess. As long as possible. 

The problem is, however, that my friends know I do this. They’ve always watched me like a hawk because apparently I have “Tendencies” to “forget to eat.” It disgusts me. Just let me do what I have to. I don’t want to disappoint them; they keep me around because I think they love me, or they use me or some sort of weird reason. Without them I’d be nothing. I dunno. 

I bought new shampoo. It smells good and it makes my hair shiny and bouncy and frizz free and I love it. <3 I woke up and I smelled my hair and I felt kind of amazing.

I have to keep quiet. If there’s any kind of quiet exercise routine you can think up while I clean and do my calculus homework, Just let me know, kay?

12th:swallowbitch-peoplearestarving:

Nothing is off-limits. If you can put something in my ask box that makes me so uncomfortable that I won’t answer, you win the game.

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